CAN I CHANGE A THING? AND JUST A LITTLE?

Well things had started off well ever since i and you were friends
But things changed ever since you became another person.
What can I do?Or even WHAT SHOULD I DO?
You should be the one who is changing.
And to a better person .Not a person which I cant tolerate.
Just like how life is.
What has done cannot be undone.
What you have all done you cant changed a thing. Not a single one.
What you have already shown us has be done and can never rewind back again.
What has been changed cant be unchanged again.
What you have change you cant changed back again
I dun really have the trust in you now.
I dare not gurantee you will change back to the person i used to know
Whatever you had promise people just dun really come true.
I even thought me and you will last the friendships..
But, i think i could not even think of that happening.
All the happy memories are all covered by those unhappiness memories of yours.
I really want peace in my life.
I really dun wan to care about so much things.
I feel so restless
What if one day i sleep deep and never wake up again?
Wouldnt it be nice?
All those unhappy memories would be forgotten off my mind
and sleeping in the very peaceful bed alone?
No troubles. No pain.
Till here